this heart.

it beats, beats for only you. <3


lets see...
nothing new has really happened.
i just finished the 2 week training for Bentley Manor and am getting ready to go to Orientation.. i'm really excited about this job.. it's right up my alley.

also!
jesse (my broseph) and stephen (henderson) are writing more songs and are getting into the studio pretty soon. they asked me to make a guest appearance and sing with them. suuuper excited. i need some practice, of course.. but here's a new video they posted of their newest song.. they rock. :)


anyways.. that's about it in the life of me.

xoxo

have you ever felt as if you were living in your own world and there was nothing you could do about it?

Lately;

Glen Gables was beautiful, of course. We're going to check out other places, just in case. The only bad thing about GG was the fact that we wouldn't need a limo. The reception hall is in the same building as the chapel. And, I know it should be a good thing that we wouldn't need to rent limos, but I always thought the whole limo ride would be part of the experience, you know? So, we'll see what happens.
Drew and I are great. He's taking me to the Soaring Eagle Casino for my birthday. (big 19!) So, that should be fun. And my mom's getting me a new phone, hopefully the Voyager.. :) (FEBRUARY 7th, DONT FORGET! :D:D)

I had a couple of interviews for 2 different nursing homes in the past month... and I got a job at the better one! I have to take 2 weeks worth of classes to become a certified DCW. So, for these next couple weeks, I'm doubling up with school and working and seeing drew. It's pretty stressful, but once these classes are over, it will be worth it. It's a great opportunity and will prepare me for my future.

That's about it.. I'm pretty boring lately.
XOXO

Just surfing facebook/myspace.

And I can't help but be so annoyed when I see pictures of someone taking a picture of themselves flipping the camera off. They're sooo hardcore, like, "yeah, i didn't want my picture taken... F*** OFF!" Too bad you're taking the picture of yourself, you punk rocker. You're trying to tell the world that "you don't care", but in reality, you do care, because you're wasting time taking pictures of yourself trying to look like you don't care. Also, I hate the peace sign. But I won't get into it.

Wedding update.

Drew and I are going to check out this place called Glen Gables out in Flushing on Friday. It's beautiful from what I can see in pictures.. and pretty cheap. It has the chapel and the reception hall together and they have a caterer. That takes a huge load off, no running around from place to place. But, I'm hoping this is the one. I'm sure we'll check out more places, but I'm already in love with this place.


XOXO<3

Impatient.

In a couple months, I'll be in heaven. As a graduation present, my grandma is taking me to Cancun and Costa Rica. Chalk this up as my first vacation and first time out of the country. (And my first time away from Drew for a couple weeks.. *sad*.) But, I'm verrrry excited about it. I picked up my passport application today.. :D
I just can't wait!

Also, I'm sure everyone knows this by now.. But, Drew and I picked a date! May 15, 2010. :)
Only a year and 5 months away.. I wish it'd fly by..

That's it for now. I'm boring.


And totally surfing online for some sweet bathing suits and shorts!!

2008-2009

thank god 2008 decided to end.
i'll drink to that.


2009, please bring something much more worthwhile.