i'm not unfaithful, but i'll stray.

actually, i'd never stray. :] i just have a new-found love for Tegan and Sara.
aaaanyways.

for the past, i dont know, 8 years i've always complained about winter. i've endlessly talked about the anticipation of moving to Arizona and never seeing snow again. granted, it would be wonderful to be able to lay out everyday or wear shorts and tank tops as much as i wanted... but, i've come to appreciate the weather during the holidays. as long as i've lived, snow was celebrated with Christmas. i've always longed for the nights where it'd snow enough to get a snow day. i've learned the snow is very calming, its easy to get lost with family and friends in front of the TV with a cup of cocoa. so, no more complaining about the weather from me.. well, i wont complain as much as i usually do.
and about AZ. i dont think i'll be able to move across the country. i have too much here. this is my home. i dont want to start my family without having MY family with me. so i think i'll let that dream slide. plus, my past recently moved there. i dont think i want to chase the past. not that i'd be chasing it anyways, but you get it.

also, i've only seen about half of Sex and the City: the movie, and i'm pretty sure it scared me out of marraige. :( not really, but it is pretty depressing during that first hour and a half. not that i think Drew would ever leave me at the altar.. he loves me too much :)

okay, enough boredom for one blog.
love you<3
xoxo..


ps. i think i lost all hope in 10 more years of college.